waiting for you slowy
is the hardest pain im holding
love notes begin folding
yet im left without knowing
im
left with the waiting
nothing's left worth saying
no true words are being confided
theres nothing left to say
cuz
theres nothing left to do
this burning sensation, that had once hurt
this feeling intriguing, that i once felt
but
now the burning is gone, i can feel
the feeling is lost, i know its not real
no longer is anything slander
even silence
can be heard
when nothing is happening
not one word
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I was once a little child,
who longed for other worlds,
But i am no more a child,
for i have known fear,
i
have learned to hate...
how tragic, then, is youth
which lives with enemies,
with gallows ropes,
yet, i still
believe,
i only sleep today,
that ill wake up,
a child again, and start to laugh
and play.
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im sick of this illfeeling
when it comes to sinuous statements
im unwilling, unforgiving
been called slander
names
which only improves hatred
As teardrops hit the ground
i sit wanting to heal
my tarnished heart and tortured
mind
i hear the ringing of the empty sound
This is where i draw the line
The wounds ive weaved
from depression
and grief
sadness remains clear
i cant hide and it stays near
tangible pain is what i fear
and it stays with me
through the years
looking up to the sky
magnifying the light
makes a lurid loathesome night
and brings back the
audible fights
i watch as the sun comes up
and think of what ive done
the good things that didnt happen
and then
i take the gun
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Cut me, watch me bleed
Light me, watch me burn
Submerge me, watch me drown
Suffocate me, watch me stop all breathing
Shove me, watch me fall
Punch me, watch me gasp
Kick me, watch me trip
Beat me, watch me BREAK
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In the land of dirt and plaster. Lies an army of a thousand nowhere kids. Losing ground and falling faster. Into a life
that no one should have to live. We are the people that you hate. We are the fucking bastards that you created. A generation
with no place. A generation of all your sons and daughters. Behind the fake family image. Behind the smiles of a thousand
moms and dads. Inside the cage that weve been given. I see an image of the future that we dont have. And what did you expect.
A perfect child. Raised by TV sets. Abandoned every mile. We never get respect. Never a fair trial. And no one gives a shit.
As long as we smile.
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looking at your face
all i see is hate
all i see is insanity
and into me its drained
its taking over me
standing in the darkeness
i can hear you breathing
a breath thats cold but feels so wrong
as you close in on
me
but i dont know whats being done
this task you've create so carefully
your way drain into me
you give them unselfishly
you wanna share how you feel
with the ones that you love
you
wish that they were real
you cant take back whats been done
and you just take their lives away
you take their lives
away
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